i meet this guy 10month ago. He was a friend of my friends. I loved his dimples n smile.. N that night the makeout was amazingly crazy! We started hanging out every chance we get that we even forget our friend’s…we fuck like crazy til i get a sore p***y.. We usually go 7rounds sometimes more…He takes my breathe away… I feel like the size of his dick is made for me “perfect size”.. But still it was just a r/ship with out a “title”.. I enjoy his company. Nights that we spent together is unforgettable.. I started thinking of him like 1000times a day…then i realized that im falling for this guy…. This guy opens up when he is only drunk so thats when he tells me that he likes me n all…i heard that “A drunk man’s word’s are a sober mans thoughts” &i know that it might bring out the truth but i don’t personally take any of it seriously .. All i ever wish is to hear those word’s again when he is sober.. I have tried to distance myself.. Its very hard especially when there is no one to talk to.. I just don’t like to share my personal life to anyone.. I’m now going through depression n right now the only thing in life that makes me happy is him.. If he isn’t around i’d just fall deeper in to my depression. I know its wrong but i can’t help it. He doesn’t know any of this n i rather he didn’t coz i don’t want to look clingy to him… Even though my happiness depends on him…
my happiness depends on him
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