there’s something that has really been bothering me. I am female and I grew up without a mother. I lost my mon when I was 10. So, all my life I have been looking for a mother figure in vain. I yean to find someone who loves me for who I am and honestly cares about me. However, I know that’s not possible. I am in my mid 20s and I feel that I really need someone who can be close to me, someone I can consult with on life matters and I will not fear about being judged. So, three years ago, I met someone who seemed caring and I was convinced that I had finally found a confidant. I would share my experiences and ask her for advice. After a while, I developed a serious liking towards her and would even call her my mom. Honestly, those were the best moments of my life because for once I thought I had found what I had been longing for all my life. But this didn’t last. Well, the lady is unmarried, but has a younger guy. Everything changed when one day, I realized that the guy had been eyeing me. He would call me for *** chats, and being naive, I was confused and didn’t know how to handle the situation. So, one day I just decided to tell the lady about what has been going on. I knew that the outcome would have negative implications, but I was determined to get it off my chest. The lady comfronted him and obviously he denied and threatened to kill me if we met. What hurt me most is that the lady also turned against me and accused me to have been the one after her bf. It just broke my heart and I almost went into depression. One thing is that I had loved the lady as my confidant and had even shared with her my life’s secrets. Its now almost a year but I still love and miss her
