I’ve been with my boyfriend for 3 years and I love him to bits but he’s cheating on me. I found out a 6 months ago when I was on his phone and my male best friend sent him a bunch of nudes. I didn’t know my bf was bi! I was devastated and ever since I’ve fallen into a black hole of depression which is killing me. This depression has caused me to do crazy stuff which I now regret. I’ve started doing cocaine and heroin and I can’t stop. I’m addicted and I’ll do anything to get my hands on some precious drugs. In order to pay for the drugs, I started working at a brothel recently and yesterday, when I was as high as a kite, I signed a contract with a porn company and I don’t know what to do. My first job with the porn company starts tomorrow and I told my bf and he said he wants to join in. Another thing I regret, is that when I found out about my cheating bf, i decided to get back at him by fuking his brother. I’m now 3 months pregnant and I’m still regularly doing drugs. I hate my life atm and i don’t know what to do.
