 It was last year 2018 when i started masturbating but up until now i can’t stop. Am happily married but i have no job so i stay at home doing nothing because thankfully my husband has employed two househelps. During daytime i watch naija movies, sleep or masturbate, i really have nothing else to do since he told me to stay at home and not look for a job. It’s just that i have become a porn addict to a bad level because of the internet in the house and i usually experience a lot of guilt afterwards. When am done i get so mad at myself because i promise myself many times that i will stop this behaviour but i find myself doing it over and over again. The effects have been that i no longer get satisfied by my husband during ***, i must masturbate to go a higher level even some nights i do it while we are in bed together. I know people say that masturbation is not bad but it has altered my *** life and i over rely on it to get satisfaction and it has also made me a hardcore porn addict
